I don't post on here anymore. I haven't been much into the blog thing for quite sometime now, but I think I need to write on here more with my thoughts as a release. Part of me likes to get things out where I can converse with other people and see their thoughts, but part of me likes to try to keep things private, so people don't know what I am really going through......
Lately in life I feel like I am out at sea drifting on a log and just going where ever the waves and current take me. I feel no connection to things and people. I am in survival mode, just trying to get through the day. I don't know what my beliefs are anymore. I don't know what my interests are anymore. I feel like I need to do something more with my life but don't know how with my kids. I feel like I can't even keep my house intact anymore. I need a change in my life but I don't know what. I think it is pretty safe to say that I am completely lost right now...... and I don't even know where to look to find myself again. Am I the only one out there that feels like this? It seems like so many others are happy with their lives (in general) and have their interests that they are pursuing, and I just feel completely lost and confused with very little motivation...... it's quite sad really.
Lately in life I feel like I am out at sea drifting on a log and just going where ever the waves and current take me. I feel no connection to things and people. I am in survival mode, just trying to get through the day. I don't know what my beliefs are anymore. I don't know what my interests are anymore. I feel like I need to do something more with my life but don't know how with my kids. I feel like I can't even keep my house intact anymore. I need a change in my life but I don't know what. I think it is pretty safe to say that I am completely lost right now...... and I don't even know where to look to find myself again. Am I the only one out there that feels like this? It seems like so many others are happy with their lives (in general) and have their interests that they are pursuing, and I just feel completely lost and confused with very little motivation...... it's quite sad really.
